The Food
Snoop
By Masha Gutkin
Fast
company
THE INSTRUCTOR OF my self-defense class asked us students to
each describe something we had done in our lives that we thought we
couldn't do. Following on the heels of my dismayed realization that
I had nothing to describe came the fervent avowal to start on a regimen
of bravery and self-challenge.
After a quick rundown of personal "can't do" scenarios, I
came up with one that didn't require taking time off from work or a
complete personality makeover: a fast. The thought of going without
food had always frightened me. What if I pass out from low blood sugar?
What if I start hallucinating? Besides, how am I supposed to function
if I don't have any energy coming in?
Fasting comes in varying forms and levels of intensity. It does not
have to mean going without food entirely. Many people undergo fasts
as an essential element of particular holy days or rituals, but with
my irreligious upbringing, I'd never had a built-in reason to fast.
It's worth noting that fasting is a part of many, if not most, religions.
For my first fast, which I set for three days, I opted to allow veggies
and fruits in addition to my "cleansing cocktail." The cocktail
is a recipe my friend Steve, who fasts regularly, let me in on, and
it seems to be widely circulated in fasting lore and literature, with
some variations: about eight ounces of water mixed with two tablespoons
or so of grade B or C maple syrup (less refined is supposed to mean
more nutrients), a squeezed-out lemon, and cayenne pepper one-tenth
of a teaspoon or to taste (it's supposed to help draw out toxins from
your system). Actually, since Steve doesn't like the taste of cayenne,
he just takes it in capsules, but I like the bite kind of like
Tabasco in a bloody mary. In preparation for my first fast, to ease
starvation panic, I splurged on yummy organic juices and dried fruits
(mango!) to keep around in case the hunger pangs became unbearable.
Like most people, I don't eat just when I'm hungry. I may also eat
when I'm anxious or bored, or when food is in front of me. Like most
people, I often eat because I can. The number of calories available
per capita through the U.S. food supply has steadily increased over
the last 30 or so years, to the point that we now have enough food to
feed the population twice over (yet some Americans are starving). Our
consumption of food is also increasing. There is no doubt most of us
eat more than we need.
Notably, nutritionists have difficulty calculating how much the average
American actually consumes, because people don't remember what they've
eaten. We are lucky enough as a society to have food in such abundance
and convenience that we aren't forced to remember each item that passes
our lips. This ease is also true, for the average person, of
breathing, or thinking, or moving limbs. These are necessary functions,
and they are also pleasures; certain practices (for example, yoga, meditation,
and dancing) exist to bring them to the conscious level of human awareness.
Fasting is not about not eating. It's a way of paying attention to
what and how you consume and the effects on your body and mind.
Fasting is also a multifaceted pleasure. For one, just the occasional
change in my eating routine and having to ask myself whether I need
to eat (or whether I'm eating for another reason) makes me feel more
alive. When I do eat something, I really feel the result of that intake
of energy. I also am pleasantly compelled to savor, because I know I
won't be eating again immediately, and because my taste buds respond
more intently as a result. It's sort of like weight lifting: it hurts,
but you also remember that you have a particular muscle and get reacquainted
with how it functions. And yes, another pleasure is daydreaming about
what I'm going to eat when I have free rein again (pesto, strawberry
ice cream ...), and then, eating, I almost feel like I'm tasting that
flavor for the first time.
Like anything worthwhile, fasting is not one-size-fits-all. It's also
controversial. Some swear by its rejuvenating and cleansing powers;
others decry it as bogus in the best case and harmful in the worst.
Of course, anything done to an extreme, and especially inattentively,
will likely be harmful.
Three days is the longest I've fasted, and I find that my energy is
at its peak on the second day I feel positively speedy. By the
end of the third day, I'm tired and a little crabby. My friend, on the
other hand, says he feels best on his third day. Which is to say, fasting
is an opportunity to notice how you work. In a time when we are
bombarded with information about what we are supposed to eat, be, and
have, this may be a radical pleasure.
E-mail Masha Gutkin at lydialeapfrog@yahoo.com.