Being There
by sven eberlein
Biking to Green Gulch
ENLIGHTENMENT IS AN elusive concept, and to begin to understand
it, you first have to pay your worldly dues. As Shunryu Suzuki, Japanese
Zen master and founder of San Francisco Zen Center, once said, "Each
of you is perfect the way you are ... and you can use a little improvement."
So when I was planning a trip to west Marin County's Green Gulch Farm
Zen Center (a SFZC outpost) to visit my farming friend Shannon, I decided
to put those words into action and make myself work for the privilege
of sitting under a tree in one of the Bay Area's most tranquil places:
I rode my bike.
Being a Green German, I've always appreciated the Bay Area's extensive
system of bike trails and low-traffic secondary roads, which encourage
environmentally conscious and physically active urban residents to conduct
their daily business on two wheels. Better yet, biking out here for
the most part doesn't require a backpack loaded down with heavy rain
gear and a frost-survival kit. This really is bicycle heaven. When I
left the Mission District on a sunny Friday morning to embark on my
journey to enlightenment, the only things weighing on me were a couple
bottles of water, a fleece sweater, and a bag of snacks. (Naturally,
I picked the Zen mix in hopes of getting on the Buddha's smiling side
right away.)
There are numerous ways to weave your way out of the city and toward
the Golden Gate Bridge, but I've found that from where I live, taking
Sanchez Street across Market to Page Street and heading west toward
Golden Gate Park offers the lowest ratio of car-door surprise attacks
and black diesel clouds tarring your lungs. (Alternately, Fell Street
takes you toward the Panhandle lane, shared by peds as well as bicyclists
and other wheeled individuals.) At the western end of Page I cross Stanyan
Street, enter the park, and jog over to JFK Drive, shooting past the
Conservatory of Flowers and eventually turning right on 30th Avenue
to get to China Beach. From there, Camino del Mar becomes Lincoln Boulevard,
which takes me through the Presidio to the bridge. Call me a cheeseball
tourist, but I never get tired of the latter architectural masterpiece,
especially on a sunny day, with the ocean breeze blowing through my
hair and clear views of the Pacific and the city skyline beside me.
Entering Marin County, I'm faced with the question many a traveler
on the road to enlightenment has pondered: which path to take? A part
of me wants to keep cruising out to Bunker Road, to hit the Miwok trailhead
that will take me through the headlands to Tennessee Valley, then on
to Coyote Ridge Trail across rugged shoreline with an elevation of 1,000-plus
feet. The other part recognizes that I'm getting a bit dehydrated and
my calves are tightening. Humble steps lead to wisdom, so I coast down
Alexander Avenue into Sausalito for a veggie sandwich and a gallon of
ice water at the Bridgeway Cafe on the waterfront.
Well fed and rested, I ride north into Marin City, where I turn onto
Shoreline Highway. Winding through Tamalpais Valley, the road grows
steep and narrow, making me earn every pedal revolution with another
stream of sweat and curses. Standing up now, all I can do is examine
the next hairpin up ahead and wonder if it might be the last. "This
is what you have come here to do," I tell myself. "In order
to get to Green Gulch, you have to climb a mountain."
Just as I've resigned myself to an eternal ascent, the sign for Panoramic
Highway appears, marking the turnoff to Muir Woods and the highest point
on my journey. There's also another Miwok trailhead, but this time it's
pointing downhill and takes me to the northern end of Coyote
Ridge, where I'm greeted by stunning views of San Francisco Bay to the
east and the Pacific Ocean to the west. On a perch around the bend I
throw down my bike, rip off my sweaty T-shirt, and fall into the grass
to celebrate the moment.
It's sunset by the time I roll down Green Gulch trail straight into
the cabbage field where Shannon is cleaning up her hoes and spades.
After a delicious pasta dinner at the cafeteria, we walk down to the
Pelican Inn for a cold home brew. Not monastically correct, yet spiritually
necessary. The only thing left to do is fall into bed at the Green Gulch
guest house. As I'm snoring away my enlightened time, I can see old
Zen Master Suzuki smiling from heaven, knowing that enlightenment isn't
to be found at Green Gulch but on the way there ...
If you go
Green Gulch Farm Zen Center (415) 383-3134 (guest house reservations),
www.sfzc.org.
Pelican Inn (415) 383-6000, www.pelicaninn.com.
Reading Shunryu Suzuki's Zen Mind Beginner's Mind (Weather
Hill).