American
gothic Allison Moorer
picks herself up and grows grittier.By Jimmy Draper
photo courtesy of Sugar Hill Records NO
MATTER HOW difficult it can be to remember that songwriters don't cull exclusively
from personal experience, Allison Moorer makes it even harder. She is, after all,
a musician whose life and lyrics are both marked by immense sadness: raised by
older sis Shelby Lynne after their father killed their mother and then turned
the gun on himself, Moorer following in her sibling's footsteps
later released a handful of country albums that, given their stark, exceedingly
dark nature, are practically impossible not to hear as directly informed by her
real-life tragedy.
Her latest release, The Duel (Sugar Hill), further
fuels speculation. Amid its narratives of lost and dejected souls is the story
of "Melancholy Polly," a musician who purges her personal demons by
singing tortured, heartrending songs "Safe inside the music and the
melody / Polly gets to lose it and no one can see" that aren't unlike
those on Moorer's own albums. The parallel between the two women seems so striking,
in fact, that when talking with Moorer over the phone from a tour stop in North
Carolina, I can't resist asking how much of her songwriting is autobiographical.
"Let's see how much do I want to reveal?" she says, laughing,
before slyly sidestepping the question. "Ultimately, when you're onstage
singing your songs, you're trying to bring people into your world as much as possible.
But no matter what you do, it's always your personal condition [you're singing
from]. Sometimes you can get too caught up in that, like, 'Oh, woe is me, you'll
never understand.' Or you can say, 'This is what I'm doing, and I hope you get
it.' At the very least, I just hope people enjoy it." Fortune's femme
As
far as debuts go, Moorer had an unusually big stage from which to bring people
into her world. Shortly after releasing 1998's Alabama Song, she performed
at the Academy Awards "A Soft Place to Fall," her contribution
to Robert Redford's The Horse Whisperer, was nominated for Best Song
and was immediately poised to become Nashville's next breakout star. But when
neither that album nor 2000's The Hardest Part (both on MCA Nashville)
found commercial success, Moorer was pushed to the margins of the mainstream
country scene. "I never really fit in there, anyway," she says. "Once
I got used to that, I became a lot freer in my music."
The turning point
came in 2002, when she began recording Miss Fortune (Universal South). Forgoing the slicker, neo-traditional Nashville sound of her first albums, Moorer
seemingly taking cues from her sister's 2000 declaration of independence,
I Am Shelby Lynne (Mercury) transformed her third album into an
exquisite, genre-bending blend of soulful torch songs, string-laden pop, and brazen,
gut-busting R&B that owed more to Dusty Springfield than to any conventional country
artist. Unfortunately, the album was a commercial flop.
"When I turned
the album in, the label was like, 'Oh, this is a masterpiece! We're gonna work
this record for 18 months,' " she recalls. "But three months later I'm
having lunch with one of the executives, and he says, 'Well, there's just nothing
on it that radio's gonna play. It's virtually dead.' After that, I was actually
having a lot of trouble waking up each morning and looking at myself in the mirror.
I'd worked so hard on Miss Fortune, and then it died such a quick death.
I felt a little bit dirty." More surprisesOut of that dreary
headspace came last year's superb The Duel, Moorer's first release on prestigious
independent label Sugar Hill. Grittier and more heavily influenced by Neil
Young than her previous work, the album finds her weaving together tales of world-weary
characters drinking themselves into poverty, searching desperately for redemption,
and staring down futures that promise anything but happy endings. By far her bleakest
and least country-esque work to date, Moorer says The Duel is
ultimately about the absence of faith. "At the time I made that record,"
she says, "I was struggling with having faith in something." But
things are looking up. Thanks in part to a supportive new label which finds
her on the same roster as Dolly Parton and Willie Nelson and a phenomenal
radio response to the new record, Moorer says her "mental state has improved
significantly." Indeed, throughout our entire interview she sounds far more
upbeat than you might expect from the woman responsible for The Duel's
troubled subject matter. Even more surprising is that she's already begun work
on her next record, to be produced by Steve Earle, and claims the new material
might surprise fans expecting more of her tear-jerking country songs. "My
music has always been dark, and I think that's been a part of growing up for me,
going through all that stuff and expressing it the way that I have," she
says, hinting that there may be more explicitly autobiographical content to her
songwriting than she's let on. "But now that I'm in my 30s, I'm learning
to let go of some stuff. On the next record, I'm hoping to express a little bit
brighter side of my personality." She pauses, then laughs. "But
that's not to say there won't be some Allison Moorer darkness because I'm
sure there will."
Allison Moorer opens for Steve Earle Feb. 15-16,
8 p.m., Great American Music Hall, 859 O'Farrell, S.F. $26. (415) 885-0750.
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